heaven.

02'06

2006-01-01T22:28:00.000-08:00

i'm so hell bored here at home!!!!! i really want to go to school nah!!!! haaiiii.. i'm so sad.. and so sick!!!!! ewan ko kung bakit.. =D i want to watch narnia!!! my brother also wants to watch narnia and i think, papanoorin nga namin. i just dunno when and where. hehe..

happy new year!!!

2006-01-01T03:39:00.000-08:00

wooohhhhh!!! yeahboih! happy new year!!!! i've watched the fireworks as they rise through the skies. they are sooo amazing.!!! haha!!..another year full of problems at trials that have to be solved!!! roar!!! we went to ate star's crib. we ate lunch there. they have crispy pata, caldereta, andoks, ice cream, brownies, menudo, spaghetti, barbeque..and so many more..!!! haha!! well as usual i only ate crispy pata. hmmm yuuummyyy!!! haha. i'm on a diet kasi eh. taba ko nanaman kasi eh!! haha! the flowerhorn that "they" bought is already here!! woooooohoooo!! it's nice. very light color but it looks G-R-E-A-T!!! shoks.. i really have no sleep!! i'm so sleepy na!!! and i'm sick eh.. my head really aches kanina pa. pano ba naman wala akong tulog!!!! shoks talaga. haaaaiii.. cge i have to rest my eyes nah!! bye!! tag kaio ah!! thanks!! =D

31

2005-12-30T20:39:00.000-08:00

wwwooooot!!!! happy new year!!! so may resolutions!! hahah!! we're preparing for new year.. medya noche!!! wooohhhh!! iiral nanaman ang pagkapg!! wwooooohhhh!! haaaiiii... eto lang.. tinatamad akong magpost eh.. cge bye!!!! hey guys w8.. visit my multiply.. http://valodeo.multiply.com thanks =D

HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!!!!!

new skin

2005-12-30T02:34:00.000-08:00

new skin guys.. nag expire na kasi ung dati.. sayang so reddish pa naman.. it's already 30!!! waaaahhh!!! it's almost new year!! have spo many resolutions!! hahaha! cge til here na muna..

kahapon.17

2005-12-18T04:34:00.000-08:00

grabe..i'm so happy yesterday.. yesterday was suh a very happy day! it's our last day for this year.. kaya lang.. i won't post here lahat ng nangyari..yung iba kasi.. secret eh! haha!.. i gave red my gift personally! haha! saya.. haaaiiii.. yehey! may picture na kaming dalawa.. and take note.. kinuha niya ung kamay ko.. and nagholding hands kami! hahahah! woootwooot! haaiii.. i also texted red kaya lang she didn't replied.. tapos ms limbauan said na hindi nga magrereply yun kasi mataray! grrr! haha! cge.. tinatamad akong i post dito lahat eh.. cge bye.. ingat!!

second day.

2005-12-15T03:10:00.000-08:00

it's our second day of exams today.. shoks.. bio was really long.. i think it's 200 items eh..wow! soc. sci. was pretty good.. i mean.. it's not that hard.. haiii.. thank God.. haha! it's the last day tomorrow! so excited! shoks.. kelangan pa pala ako bumili ng gift for red.. papasama na lang ako kay rheine.. haha! auin.. shoks, cge have to study pa eh! ciao!!!!!!

exams..

2005-12-13T00:51:00.000-08:00

haiii..our first exam would be on religion and pinoi tomorrow! shit naman.. parehas na mahirap? haha! i think so.. kanina i just got over the speech PT!! haaaii.. i did well naman daw, said ms. jose.. ayun..cge have to study pa.. bye!

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2005-12-11T03:19:00.000-08:00

washhoo! i remembered rheine.. kasi favorite number niya is 11.. and today's 11.. haha! wala lang.. haiii.. so boRED and so tiRED.. haha.. okay ba?.. cge..i want to sleep na eh.. ciao!

PALIHAN

2005-12-09T00:00:00.000-08:00

Waaahahah! So happy today. It’s our PALIHAN. At first I just thought that red was absent but after lunch, bwahahaha! I saw red. Red was wearing..haha! pumasok lang ako just to see her. pero nung morning because of my very strange feeling na hindi siya papasok, nasira araw ko. hindi naman kasi dapat ako papasok kasi I’m not feeling well. Sabi ko pa nga sa ibang ii5..patayin na lang nila ako :)) haha! Funny. it was lunch ata when patch told me na pumasok si red. haha! she was so kulit kanina! as in! i told vane to take a picture of red, kaya lang red didn't want to. haaiii. sayang. pero i would ask tinx and vane to give me some of red's pics on their cameras. hopefully! sobrang daming pics ng ii2 kay red! hmpf! obvious na ba kung sino si red? haha!

next week would be our exams. i can't feel it!! parang feeling ko hindi pa exams. magpupyat nanaman ako.and it seems that i still can't feel that a couple of days to go and christmas na! ano ba yan. bilis! after that third year nah! shoks. pano na yan!! haha! sana forever na lang ako nasa 2nd year..joke!

it's steph and tabs' birthday today! wow! samahan ng mga matatalino! haha! steph and tabs..happy birthday! i love you! haha!

seven

2005-12-07T19:39:00.000-08:00

huwaaaat?? haha. nice intro. :) ms. calderon talked to me. she misinterpret my gestures. she thought that i made faces pero hindi talaga. i told her what really happened. i said that i'm just dancing on my chair! haha :). tapos sinabi ko ung nangyari sakin last year. nung parang mejo naasar ako kay ms. limbauan and i made faces. yan ung totoo. and kinausap din ako ni ms. limbauan that time and sinabi ko ung totoo. pero hindi ko xa inirapan. yuck hindi naman ako ganun noh! then, parang naintindihan niya ako, which is great!! haha :) tapos she also said to me that i'm very noisy na daw. take note VERY?! wadda! ano ba yun! she also added that i'm a bit makulit. nyak! she's concerned kasi baka daw hindi magustuhan ng ibang teachers ung kakulitan ko. pero she said that for her, i'm funny naman daw kasi lagi akong nagjojoke pero dapat nasa lugar. pero i think she's not that angry naman to me. she also said that i'm not that participative no more. unlike the past 2 quarters daw, i'm doing well daw. tapos this quarter sabi niya umiingay daw ako. kahit daw tanungin ko pa c ms. tilaon maganda daw ung feedback niya sakin. wow! haha! she also added that i'm one of the sweetest students she handled. wow! haha! funny. kasi daw whenever i see her or whenever nakakasalubong kami and whatsoever, i always greet her. and kahit daw siguro ilang libong beses pa kami magkita babatiin ko daw xa. and she appreciates that so much DAW. and the other teachers also noticed that too daw. after that, she said that sana daw hindi ako magalit sa kanya. which is true. hindi naman talaga ako nagalit sa kanya after eh.

my o7 was not that happy. kasi mejo parang sobrang nabadtrip ako. we played volleyball in our PEH class yeaterday and it was fun. pero nabadtrip ulit ako. WTF? what is happening to me? haaaiii.. and i didn't saw red that much..oh well..cge have to go..bye!!!!! :)

sad again.

2005-12-06T02:45:00.000-08:00

waaaah! kasi c tina eh! ang ouch nun grabe!..nalungkot tuloy ulit ako!! :((.. waaah!. today we had our mastery test.. and it's not so bad.. bcoz of red..until tina said something na tlgang ang OUCH!! waaaaaahhhh!! cge na nga..wala na kong masabi eh!!! waaah!! :((!!!!!!!!!!!!

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haaaaaii..

2005-12-05T01:01:00.000-08:00

kakapagod.. nyak.. naabutan ko si red kaninag umaga,, i think it was around 6:4o ata.. haha! tapos.. nag-usap kami.. saya! pero nagalit ata xa sa kin kasi akala niya.... waaah! basta.. tomorrow would be our mastery test! nyaK! tinatamad akong mag-aral! haaiii.,. cge.. i have to study pa eh.. bye!!! :)

nice!!!

2005-12-02T03:09:00.000-08:00

i just thought that this day would be another hell day! but no, it's not! haha! this day was so fantastic. fantastic? kanina kasi sr. viloria was not able to teach us because the 4th years held there PALIHAN today in a community or institution, i think?! eh double periods pa naman kami.. so yung isang period was taken by ms. tilaon and the second period.. walang teacher! so ansaya!! haha! pero ms. rodeo said na mag review na lang kami for the long quiz.. which is in soc. sci.. wow! go RED! haha!. kanina rin dapat the soc. sci group would write on the freedon wall.. kami lang kasi ung second year! haha! kaya lang we saw that some of the writings there were very *bastos*. and ms. rodeo also was also shoked and at the same time, tawa ng tawa! haha! nice one miss! as in mura!..yuck! joke! wow.. i think its the first years who wrote those bastos things! tsktsk! mejo nagalit din nga si ms. rodeo! kasi xempre seryoso yun tapos ung mga first year maglalagay ng something that's unpleasant! whatever! tomorrow pala we'll have classes! shoks! and i'm going to stay until 6:30 i think! kasi we'll going to help for the launching for the.......??? i forgot nah! kasi sa soc. sci SEG dun..:)actually hanggang 3 pm lang kaya lang.. masusundo ako ng 6:30! nyak! waaaah! haaaai! pero it's okay.. i think naman i'm going to have fun!!! shoks! haha! tomorrow din we'll have a long quiz in math! shoks naman! andami nun ah! pag-aaralan ko lahat yun? haaaai!!!! cge..i have to study pa! buhbye!

sorry kim!

2005-11-30T03:01:00.000-08:00

Today was boring. We had TRIPLE period in MUSIC? Wadda!.. shoks.. but the last 2 periods were just amazing. We practiced our song for the practical exam. and it was fun! We thought that we wouldn’t be able to blend our voices, kasi ung iba mejo sintunado. Pero after an HOUR we made it. Yessss! We finally made it, I think. Ms. Ilano said kasi that our voices are out of tune! Haha! Pero I think naman our voices were angelic?! Haha! Feel na feel nina vane and doms ung song. Pero they made it naman eh. Kasi alto 1 sila.. haha :). Pero nung third period nah! WTF? Naasar sakin si kim :( and I just can’t believe na masasabihan niya ko ng *buisit ka* or even *I hate you*. I just wanted them, marrows and kim, na magkabati. But despite what I’ve done, nagalit pa siya. But it’s alright. Basta ako, hindi ako galit sa kanya or naiinis. Haaaai. On Friday would be a hell day again. We’ll have kasi our practical exam in computer. Then, we’ll have 2 long quizzes. One in math and the other one is in soc. sci. and then we’ll have ata another quiz in pinoi? Am I right? Or nag-iimbento nanaman ako? Nyak! I really wanted to watch chicken little! Waaaaah!. Sana I’ll have time to watch that!

I’m so tinatamad to kwento about red. Nyak! Ang konyo naman! Haaai. Basta! Cge.. til next time! Ciao!!!

i miss red so much!

2005-11-28T16:13:00.000-08:00

waaah! i'm so freakin' bored nah!.. and i miss red na soooobbrrraa!.. haaai..gosh..tomorrow pala would be our exam in speech.. shoks.. tom din we'll have a quiz on math.. i can't wait for tomorrow..even though i know that tomorrow would be miserable again.. grabe.. i slept lang this past 2 days.. cgro kasi..lagi akong puyat.. shoks.. tapos..kanina.. nag-aaral ako or gumagawa pala ng assignment in bio.. tapos.. nakatulog ako?? oh my gosh!.. pero.. it was like HEAVEN!!! haaaai.. grabe.i really miss red :(.. waaaah!!!!!!

nyak!. it's roxan's bday pala ngayon!. roxan!!!...waaaah!..happy birthday!!!!!! alabshu so much!!!!!

4 days na..

2005-11-27T10:07:00.000-08:00

haaai.. 4 days na kong depressed.. haaai.. sino kayang makakatulong sakin? haaai.. si patch..mejo nakatulong.. patch! thanks for your help ha?.. ayun.. shoks.. wala pang pasok bukas.. shoks tlga!.. ayun.. so..tinatamad ako eh.. cge buhbye...!

i hate it..

2005-11-25T00:49:00.000-08:00

ngayon lang.. i just read the poem of tinsh sa http://tinshtinsh.blogspot.com.. wow ang ganda.. i really like it.. para kasing bagay din samin ni red yan eh.. especially this part..

I hate it when youre so sad and I can just help by staring,
I hate it for your hands seem so soft knowing that I can never hold your hands,
I hate how special you are for me when it's so clear that Im not for you,
I hate it when I think of you all night and just end up crying myself to sleep,I
hate it when you dont even get to notice me when I prepared for you all day,
But despite all these, Ill always be hating myself for not hating you at all.

diba?..waaah.. galing ni tinsh..hhehe..sorry tinsh..kung kinopya ko ha? without asking your permission.. ang ganda kasi eh..

i just can't help but fall in love with red.. i just dont have an idea why.. kasi..lagi ko xang nakikita?,, and red is so kind kasi eh.. red always shed tears.. and it affects me so much!.. i always wanna comfort red but i just cant!!.. kapag malayo xa. lgi kong gusto na nandian xa pero whenever red is there.. parang.. naiirita ako sa kanya.. naaasar.. nabuibuisit!.. waah!?.. but why?!.. waaaaah!.. it hurts me so much whenever i see red with tooooot... tapos.. sobra akong nahuhurt kapag may nagsasabi sakin na.. red is so depressed or red is not on the right mood because.. she is HEARTBROKEN??? but to whom?.. haaaai.. tapos kanina.. may cnbe sakin si flixie na.. heartbroken daw si red,, and ung reaction ko.. OUCHHHHHHHH!!!!... nyak!.. why do i always think of red when i know she doesnt think of me at all.. why do i care for her so much..when i know she'll never appreciate it?.. why do i keep on loving her if i really know that she can't love me? sino kaya nakakaalm ng mga questions ko?.. haaai.. dami dami kong tanong.. pero.. how can i found the answers to all of my questions? kelangan ko bang maging si stripe? tapos makikilala ko si yellow? do i need to climb a pillar?? nyak!.. tama ba naman daw i-relate ang hope for the flowers? waaah!.. but.. i cant hate red??

kelan niya kaya ako mapapansin??? WHEN????????

oh shoks..i almost forgot to greet my ex-bestfriend a happy birthday on my blog..well eniwei..KIT!!!!...waaaah!..shoks..14 ka na? ate? kit..i'm really very sorry if i didnt join you in your special day.. sobrang sad.depressed and heartbroken lang tlga ako..heartbroken? u know naman ata who she is eh.. haaaai.. i hope ur happy on ur birthday.. sorry nga pala sa lahat ng katangahan and kaepalan na ginawa ko huh? and sorry din sa...alam mo nah.. once again.. happy birthday, TOL! i love you so much!

patch: alam kong wala xang pakielam.. i know that for sure.. :(

happy..pero sad..

2005-11-24T04:35:00.000-08:00

waaah!.. i'm so happy tlaga kanina.. again.. :).. haaai.. she saw kasi ung red na nilagay ko sa paper chuchu..basta.. hahah.. haaaai..

red cried....AGAIN.. :(

2005-11-21T00:34:00.000-08:00

waaah!..red cried again! ano ba yan! sobrang araw2 ko tlga xang nakikitang umiiyak!! waaaaah! i think it's because of her bitch sister!!..my ate kasi..said that red's younger sister always fights red..waaah!..mapapatay ko na tlga xa!!.. tas kanina.. lorraine and kim said na.. sinabi daw sakanila ni red na.. *patayin niyo na lang kaya ako*..waah!..pero i think pa-joke niya cnbe un!..waaah!..im really affected!! shoks! wawa naman si red!!,, i hate to see her like that.you know..nah umiiyak and nalulungkot!!.. pero kanina we had a mass..and i saw her..she's parang i think okay naman.. waaaah!... sobrang kanina i really felt pity for her kasi.. sobrang obvious na badtrip xa! oh noh! i really hate this.. akala ko nga kanina she has recovered eh.. pero i was wrong pala!

w8..may song na prang bagay na kantahin ko for red..ito oh..

Why is that sad look in your eyes
Why are you crying
Tell me now, tell me now
Tell me, why you're feelin' this way
I hate to see you so down, oh baby
Is it your heart
Oh, that's breakin' all in pieces
Makin' you cry
Makin' you feel blue

Is there anything that I can do
Why don't you tell me where it hurts now, baby
And I'll do my best to make it better
Yes, I'll do my best to make those tears all go away
Just tell me where it hurts now, tell me
And I love you with a love so tender
Oh and if you let me stay
I'll love all of the hurt away

Where are all those tears coming from
Why are they falling
Somebody, somebody, somebody left your heart in the cold
You just need somebody to hold on, baby
Give me a chance to put back all the pieces
Take your broken heart
Make it just like new
There's so many things that I can do

Why don't you tell me where it hurts now, baby
And I'll do my best to make it better
Yes, I'll do my best to make those tears all go away
Just tell me where it hurts now, tell me
And I love you with a love so tender
Oh and if you let me stay
I'll love all of the hurt away

(Instrumental)

Oh I'm gonna take it all away, baby
Is it your heart
Oh, that's breakin' all in pieces
Makin' you cry
Makin' you feel blue

Is there anything that I can do
Why don't you tell me where it hurts now, baby
And I'll do my best to make it better
Yes, I'll do my best to make those tears all go away
Just tell me where it hurts now, tell me
And I love you with a love so tender
Oh and if you let me stay
I'll love all of the hurt away

Tell me, baby
Tell me, oh yea
Is there anything I can do, baby
Just tell me where it hurts now, tell me
And I love you with a love so tender
Oh and if you let me stay
I'll love all of the hurt away

bagay noh?? waaaah!!

haaai

2005-11-14T00:37:00.000-08:00

yesterday..i made my projects,,one in religion and one in MATH?!?!? waaah!!..i'm really so tired yesterday and i think i slept about 2 am na ata..i'm so fed up!! i hate this!! and now i have to work naman with my speech!! shit!!..daming ginagawa..tapos kanina..si red..i think she cried NANAMAN!!!! sino ba kasi nagpapaiyak dun? mapapatay ko yun eh!! hahah!! joke!!!..wawa naman red ko!! hahah!! ko??!..cge.tinatamad na kong magpot eh..cge..buhbye!!

happy 'TOL's day!!!

2005-11-10T05:44:00.000-08:00

waaaah!! it's 1o today..and guess what..it's my kada's monthsary today..1o!!! yehey..11 months na ang 'TOL!!! one month to go and one year na kami..yeessss!!..today we,ii5,made some decorations for our interaction with the ateneans..haaaaiii..it's so tiring?? hahahha!! and then i think it's 5:3o when i went to the 2nd floor to see RED..and..nakita ko nga xa with her RED jacket!!!!!! wow!! she is so amazing and fabulous!! hahahah!! she's with........hahahahah!! 1o is great!! hahah!!..so..i still have many assignments to work..cge..buhbye..wish us[ii5] luck for tomorrow's interaction..sana hindi late ang ateneo!!!

o8.. a very nice day!

2005-11-08T03:52:00.000-08:00

Waaah!! I’m so happy today!! So happy kaninang…..hhahah!! I love o8!!! Nyak!! Haaaii..i’m so inspired today because of red again!!! Haaaaii,, my ate told that her favorite color is BLUE..but she said that her favorite colors are BLUE and YELLOW!!! As in YELLOW..hmmmm?? nyakkk!! Ginagawa kong BIG dill! Nyak! Haaaii.. ang cute niya kanina..waaaaaah!! tapo I saw her hanky and it’s color PINK! Waaah!! Tapos.. hahahha!! As in pinunas ko ung pink hanky niya sa left chick ko!!! Hahah!! Ang take note.. ang bango bango bango bango bango nung pink checkered hanky niya!!! Hahah!! Grabe.. basta ang dami dami ko pang ginawang kaek-ekan kanina na sobrang naobvious niya..diba ii5?? Ahahh!! Cge buhbye!!! tinatamad akong mag post eh!

my day..

2005-11-07T01:34:00.000-08:00

well..it's so damn obvious that's it's o7 today!!..waah! i'm so glad that the sem break is all over!! well for some..they hate it but for me..waaah!!..I LOVE IT!! hahah!! i saw red..and i'm so freakin' happy today!!..she's so kulet kanina!! waaaaaaah!! haaai.. i also love her attire today and i just don't know why..!!! wwaaah!! i still have to work pala with my religion and math project..!!! darn it!!..well..kanina..it's our religion period!! we watched hmmm..??!? we watched a movie and i just forgot what it's title..i just know that it's really great!! i love it!!!.. hahahhah!! but we, of course didn't finished it because of our 50 minute time.. haaaaii..sige..i still have to do my assignments!!! cge buhbye!!!!

family day

2005-10-29T04:49:00.000-07:00

Family day..this time I went home early..about 1:15pm.. I really didn’t got pleasure from this year’s family day. I just enjoyed it the time we were about to perform na. the heat stood by me..by the way, congrats to i6..their dance was really great. Sabay sabay sila sobra!,, to ii4..2 years of being fortunate on winning and getting the first place!!! Everybody was expecting that you’ll win!! Ang ganda ng dance niyo!!! iii5..congrats din..to iv6!!! Nakainteract namin!! Yehey!! You won!!! Go iv6!!!!!!!!! And most especially I want to congratulate my very beloved class, ii5!!..even though we didn’t won, we’re still happy.. and I’m hoping that the chain of our good friendship will not and will never be broken!! ‘We’ll be jolly all together, be it bright or cloudy weather. While our colors wave above, blue for courage..gold for love!!!!!! Whoooohhhh!!!..alabshu tuupayb!!!.. this is not the end of our good companionship, ii5..rather, this is just the start!! To roxan, our director, thank you for the patience.. ii5 knows that we just finished our dance last Friday, oct. 29, 2oo5..but we did a great job!! We performed well.. and we did our very best!! It’s just not our time to win..hehe.. we love each other so much.. and we know that,,

Sandali ko nga lang nakita si red!! Huhuhuhu!!.. I think the time that we’re dancing.. grabe.., sobrang nagcheer xa sa ii5!! Tapos..ilang beses kaming nagkaeye-to-eye!!.. my eyes were just on her when I was dancing!!..hahah!!..to the teachers who cheered and applaud for us.. thank you very much!! you gave us strength!! To red again..thanks for the inspiration!!! Waaaaaahhh!!!..one long week of not seeing red?!??!!! Hindi ko kaya yun!!.. ayun..so..til next time! Ciao!!!

walang pasok

2005-10-13T19:55:00.000-07:00

raaar! walang pasok!!!! so sad..i wouldn't be able to see RED!!!!huhu!!! waaaaaaaah!!!

a very very very nice day!!

2005-10-13T14:16:00.000-07:00

Wooohoooo!! Finally the exams were thru!! Yesss!!..today’s exam was easy ..religion and soc. sci..hahahh!!..soc sci was really very easy!! Hahhah!!...haii..we had a mass a while ago..and I saw red..as in..i stared at her steadily.. despite the fact that she was at the back..and baka mapagalitan ako ng teacher..I still kept on staring at her!! Hahaha!!..waaaaaaaaaah!!!..as in..ako..titig to the max..kaya there was this fourth year student na hinaharangan si red eh..leche!!!...waaaaaah!!...kaasar!!..but it’s okay..hahah!!...i’ll miss her.three days kaming di magkikita..huhuuuuuhu!!!...i have a very strange feeling na alam na ni red na crush na crush ko siya..eh kasi..dumaan xa..yung mga nakakaalam na lang kung sino si red..they’d be able to know kung ano talaga yung nangyari…kasi..dumaan chuchu xa..tapos sabi nung mga nakakaalam na ‘huy, val si red..satin xa…’pero I already notice na samin nga ata xa..hahahah!!…waaaah!! Obvious ba??..waaah!!...heheh..and then yesterday naman..it was I think our study period..ahh..she was at..*tooooot*..tapos nung nagbell..nag last glance ako to her so that I would have an inspiration on answering my long bio exam..waaah!...tinitigan ko siya tapos..ayun..nakita niya ako na nakatitig sa kanya tapos I told whacx..’whacx..buo na araw ko’..waaaaaah!! obvious na talaga na crush ko siya..haii..okay lang..anlabo ko bang magkwento?? Heheh..sorry ah..sobra ko lang kasing happy that’s why hindi ako makakwento ng maayos!! Hmmmm?? Walang pasok bukas!!! Waaaah!!..i hate it! I wouldn’t be able to see red..waaaah!..wakekekekek..tas yun..haiii..sobrang puyat na puyat na puyat ako this past few days because of the exams..haaii..i’m so sleepy!!!..kaninang religion and soc sci exams..sobrang inspired ako because of red..waaashoooo!!...haaai…cge..i’m so sleepy..tulog muna ako!!! Heheheh!!

My sister made a poem for red..kilala niya rin kasi si red eh..

I was just an ordinary girl
A person, so predictable
Then you came along
I was no longer ordinary
I became unusual
In awe of your beauty
Enchanted with your charm
I can’t seem to understand
Am I really fallin’ for you?
Is this mere infatuation
Or
Pure love?
If this is just infatuation
Then why does my world stop
Whenever I’m with you?
But then again
It can’t be love
You’re the perfect person
I am just me
They say that destiny
Is only playing our lives
Instilling lies in my mind
Embedding pain in my heart
So as all else fall and break
I keep you
Hold you so tightly
As if no one can get you from me
But you have to go
Someday it will just come to an end
Leave my heart broken in despair
My dreams shattered
And my life…
It will never be the same..

Bagay na bagay kay red noh?? Kalungkot naman yan!!

haaaaapppppyyy!!

2005-09-26T03:30:00.000-07:00

hahaha..so yun..i'm so happy today..isn't obvious??..it's like this..kaninang chuchu..haha..red kept on laughing..i really don't know if it's because of my jokes haha!..and then..nag CR ako..i think it's 11:2o am..amm..then..bigla kong na-open yung door..pero i really went to the CR just to wait for her to pass there..then..accidentally...muntik ko na siyang mtamaan nung door..kasi dba ung door nung Cr mejo ano..hahah..so yun..i said *hi* to her and then she said *hello* na mejo shoked kasi muntik ko na nga siyang matamaan ng door..so yun..wow..if youre just there..youd be able to see her face nung nag*hello* siya sa kin na parang..wow and ganda niya talaga..i dont want to use the term *cute* kasi it seems that cute is just for animals..specifically..puppies..haha..joke..ayun..tas tungkol na naman kay red..at gate1!!...waaah!!..yes altas nakita ko siyang umuwi!!..mejo maaga siya eh..i think..3:55 pm ata..hehe..edi ako naman..titig to the max!!..and then siguro nung papasok na siya nung jeep..i don't know pero sabay kaming napatingin sa isat-isa!!..yess.!!..parang last glance!!..haha..feeler ko naman!!..hhahaha!!..nung dismissal im with castey, whacx and rheine..haha..pinipilit ako ni castey to tell her kung sino si red but i'm just deadmah!!..hahha..yun..

nagpalate ako ngayon kasi si rheine eh..she forced me to go home late..ako naman..uto-uto!..shit!..wow..yess..its my sister's birthday on wednesday..sept.28!!..hahhaha!..to her...happy birthday ate!!..yehey!!..hahaha..so yun..wala na kong masabi!!..cge buhbye!!..muah!hehe! ay w8..kanina kasing religion..wala akong magawa!..nabore ako..so eto yung ginawa ko..sign pen, paper and konting kachuchuan..:))..kung mahahalata niyo..RED yung nakasulat okie??!!??

so sleepy n tired but happy.

2005-09-23T05:50:00.000-07:00

ayun.so..palihan namin ngayon..grabe,,kakapagod..nagturo kami ng 22 or 23 students na 4 1/2 n 5 pa lang..so..sobrang kulit n pasaway!!..grabe..pero saya sobra..tas un..nung papaalis kami from school..grabe naman si red!!,,,hahah!...yes..gossshh!!,,haha!..wala lang..ayun.ngayon..sa sobran pagod..sobrang inaantok na ko!!..waah!,.,pero it's only.. o8:54 pm!..waaah!!..ayun.wala na kong msabi eh..sobrang tinatamad akong magblog. cge buhbye!

waah!..palihan!

2005-09-21T03:27:00.000-07:00

wow..i'm so very happy today! so na nga very pa!..redundant ako!...wakekek!..basta..sa sobrang saya ko!..waaah!..my gosh..grabe si red..grabe talaga!..yesss!!!..grabe ang cute niya talaga!!..kaya nga mahal na mahal ko si red eh!..waah!..ayun..so.kanina..we practiced the dance for the dance pro..haaii..ayun..ngayon..inaayos ko ung powerpoint na ginawa ni doms paras a palihan..haii..shoks!..sa sobrang pagmamadali ko kagabi!..nakalimutan ko ung formal theme ko!..ung sa music!..ung candle for the palihan..wow..dami kong nakalimutan..at eto pa..ung egg!!..hahha..kaasar..ayun..so..may pic nanaman ako nung diskette..haha..wala lang..share lang..ay sige bukas na lang pag nagpost ulit ako..cge buhbai!

waah!..happy!

2005-09-20T07:01:00.000-07:00

yeess!..sabi ko na magiging happy ako today eh!..nyak!..kasi..i was in gate 3..then i think it's 4:35..and..napaglance ako sa may coverd pathway ba yun?? nyahaha..tas..i saw her!...WAAH!..sobrang nabaliw ako..nyak!...ayun..ako naman..sinundan ko..so i was eating hotdog pa nun eh..tas..nakita ko xa..sabi ko kay rheine n epa..na di ko na uubusin ung hotdog kasi busog na ko kay red!..haha..tas..pagkita ko..hotdog din binili niya..wow!..haha!...ayun..tas..nagimpromptu na ko..shit..parang ang tanga ko?? waaah!!..haha..pero buti na lang naka 3 mins. ako!..wow!..achievement?..tas nasa IMC 3 kami..tas sabi ni doms..may..chuchu daw si red dun..haha..waah!!..alam k0 na nicknam na!!,,,waah!!..hahha

ginagawa ko yung report ko about shintoism..i'm so fed up!!..waah!..nyak..magrereport na kmi ni castey on thursday sa soc. sci..ayun..wala lang..ayy..ito ung picture nung ginagawa ko ung report..haha!...

ngayon lang yan..wakekek!

waaah!!..noooooo!

2005-09-19T06:15:00.000-07:00

sabi ni red sinagot ko daw xa!..no..i will never do that!..shoks..:((..how can i do that kung mahal ko xa?..shoks talga.!..well today..yeye was not around..kasi..nasa bicol xa..i think it's her dad's bdei kaya sila pumunta dun..i'm going to report on thursday about shintoism with castey..gosh..ngayon pa lang..sobrang kinakabahan na ko..haaii..ngayon..i did not enjoyed my day..first..yeye nga was absent..then..sa TLE..leche!..i really dont know how to use the sewing machine..gosh..i'm so stupid!..wahahha!..i think..naka batch 1 n batch 2 na..im still working with the lower n upper threading..can you believe that..threading pa nga lang..hirap na hirap na ako eh..gosh..third..red nga said that sinagot ko daw xa..u know what i mean??..binastos something ko daw xa!..noooo!!..buisit!..namissunderstood niya lang kung ano ung sinabi ko!..shoks!..fourth..i wasnt able to wait for red at gate 1..kasi nagvball ako..gosh!..hindi ko napansin ung oras..pagkita ko..it is already 5 pm!..nyaak!..so..pinuntahan ko xa sa gate 1..pero im not expecting that i'm going to see her pa..haaii..stupid me..last..fifth..pang-9 kami sa pinoi!!..and still di ko pa masyandong memrized ung lines ko as pobreng babae..nyak!..kaasar talga!..shoks..ayun..i'm really not that hapy today..pero sana..bukas..masaya na ng sobra..miss na miss ko na si yeye!! waaaah!!

sobra kong na miss si yeye..heres our picture..wakekekek!!!

khim..cla..me..yeye..

miss na miss ko na si RED!

2005-09-18T03:19:00.000-07:00

i really miss RED!!..waaaah...the whole day i'm just thinking about her..i miss her eyes and her sweet smile!!..wahahaha...corny??..nyak! i'm currently studyng for my quiz tomorrow in soc. sci...bio n pinoi..and i'm not yet done with my formal theme in english!! i was suppose to go out with my brother yesterday bonding kami..but unfortunately mejo nabadtrip kuya ko..haaaii..on wednesday n friday..we will have our palihan!!..yehey..friday we'll go out papunta ng community!!..yess!!..haha..

waaah!...sobrang na LSS ako d2 sa song na to!!..waaaah!! this was the last song that rheine sang ata last friday that's why...di ko na xa maforget!!!!!!!

especially for you

Especially for you
I wanna let you know what I was
Going through
All the time we were apart I thought
Of you
You were in my heart
My love never changedI still feel the same

Especially for you
I wanna tell you I was feeling that
Way too
And if dreams were wings, you
KnowI would have flown to you
To be where you are
No matter how far
And now that I’m next to you

No more dreaming about
Tomorrow
Forget the loneliness and the sorrow
I’ve got to say
It’s all because of you

And now were back together,
Together
I wanna show you my heart is oh so true
And all the love I have is
Especially for you

Especially for you
I wanna tell you, you mean all the world to me
How I’m certain that our love was
Meant to be
You changed my life
You showed me the way
And now I’m next to you

I’ve waited long enough to find you
I wanna put all the hurt behind you
And I wanna bring out the love
Inside you, oh and
Now were back together, together
I wanna show you my heart is oh so true
And all the love I have is
Especially for you

You were in my heart
My love never changed
And now that I’m next to you
No more dreaming about
Tomorrow
Forget the loneliness and the
Sorrow I’ve got to say
It’s all because of you

boring saturday.

2005-09-17T01:11:00.000-07:00

saturday..such a boring day!!!..waaaah!..i really miss red i really don't have an idea kung bakit mahal na mahal ko c red!!! haiii..we watched ghandi yesterday..soc. sci..and i had funnn!! hooo!!...that movie is really fantastic!! hahha..i'd love to watch that amazing movie againn!!!! ..wahaha..i was really happy yesterday..coz i saw her na matagal!!...yeheeeeyyy!!

yellow guitarrr!!! hehe!

made a new blog.

2005-09-09T19:50:00.000-07:00

i just made a new blog..wala kasing magawa eh..i'm so bored! waaaah!!..haaai!!!! di nga masyadong red ehhh!!...waaaaah!

miss na miss ko na c red!!!soooobbrraa!!!